BBQ and I ...

Daging yg banyak dlm freezer tuh  ... best kan kalau buat BBQ
Kumpul ramai2  ... kalau ada kambing sekor ... lagi ngam!!!
Dlm imaginasi pun dah seronok  ... realiti mesti lagi seronok kan!!?
Pun ... bila tiap kali teringatkan Raya Korban dan BBQ ...
Mama pasti teringat arwah Angah. Dialah yg paling sibuk ...
Setiapkali musim begini ... dia yg urus semua!!
Dari mula sediakan bahan2 perapan, daging2 dan ayam ...
Dari proses perap hingga menggrilnya ... dia pakarnya ...
Belajar masa kerja direstoren di Ipoh dulu ...
Dan dia sentiasa ada yg daging BBQ yg special utk Mama dan Ayahnya!!!
.... sos pencicah pun dia sedia
.... nak yg manis, pedas, black pepper ...
Ia memori luka ... parut yg kadang2 berdarah semula ... cam hari ni!
Sudah 5 tahun Mama rindui BBQ Angah ... yg lain takkan pernah serupa dgn yg dia sediakan utk Mama ...
"Sedap tak Mama?"
I miss that question!!
And that is why ... Mama can't bring myself to hold BBQ feast here ... at our own Rumah Biasa2 ... not before, not now!
Allah Ya Allah! I miss him sooo much (-_-) and his BBQ secret recipe that I never bother to ask ...
... taking for granted that my young son will always be there for me  ... to treats me and his dad, comes Eiduladha ...
Never again Mama able to taste ... BBQs thats full of love as his!
Ya Allah! Do grants my son, Wan Mohd Munzir, Jannah. Amiinn  ...