Why?? ... When!! ...

Why quit your job?

When, 

- for years you slave ... for a qualification 

- days & nights your parents sacrifices  ... for your educations

When everything is good,

- the bosses

- the pay, the position

- the camaraderie of office friends

Why work in the 1st place?

When ... in the end you QUIT?

(after 13 years & numerous credits)

- with no `pencen' (pension)

- no savings & assets

- with no guarantee that your good looking husband

won't dump you halfway?

Why? Why?

The answer my friends ... 

When ... he's there & I'm here

When ... weekends relationship isn't the answer

When ... family comes 1st

When ... my kids need me !!

(with the nanny starts spelling trouble ...)

(& the kids starts getting into troubles ... hormones factor)

when ... $$$ can't buy happiness

when ... $$$ can't ease a mother's worries (each time I'm at work!)

Why ... am I not worry about my husband??

When ... he's the love of my life ...

(the one I've been admiring secretly ... since I first saw him at 15... sshhh!!)

When ... I depend on him 100% financially

When ... he's tall, dark & handsome?

A senior engineer by profession!!

I do worry ... but I worry less

When ... I leave it to Allah & hope for the best!!

When ... my love for him is pure & true

When ... I trust him from the day he said  "Aku terima nikahnya .......... "

When he promised (yesterday) ... I'm his only numero uno!! 

(InsyaAllah ...)

Note: When I quit my 4 figures job, my eldest was 14 & youngest 5 (at that time). 2 more came after I stopped working. Nothing please me more than seeing my kids grow up right before my very eyes. To be there when they go & comes back  from school, cooks for them and always be there for them whenever they need me. And most of all ... to be there to kiss their pain/tears/fears away ... to lend a shoulder to cry on on their 1st heartbreak ... & to be the person they trust & turn to when things go wrong!! My 2 still school-going kids want it no other way. What else can I wish for ......