Me & my feeling ...

Most of the time ...
I always feel ... 
Like an elder sister,    
when I'm with my older kids ...
and ... he!he! act like them too
when I'm with my youngest two ... 


But ...
when I'm with my dear hubby ... hmm!
I'm 23 forever ... in love & happy


I always feel ...
I'm my mom's favourite daughter ...
when I'm with her 
And,
with my sibblings ... !!
I'm the strong-headed no-nonsense big sister 
.... but then,
when I'm with my in-laws
I'm the youngest ... always


I feel elated,
when people said ...
I don't look my age!
only to be jolted ...
back on my feet,
when the shop assistants ... called me 
`makcik'!!!


Lately,
I always feel lonely ...
I flare-up and despair easily ...
feeling down ocassionally ...
When,
it hits me hard that ... 
age is catching up with me ... finally!



Thus ... I turn to Allah snw
for I know ...
He will never lets His servant down
and I only have just to ask ... 
for His Love and Guidance 

" Certainly Allah never changes the condition of a people unless they themselves change what is in themselves "     (Ar-Ra'd 13:11)